extreamly mood down..

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dunno hw 2 say
whenever i plan on a thing happily
it must going to be cancelled in the end
i really dun like this
but i cant make it change
if u hav the ability to do something
but ur parent juz deny it
wat is ur feeling?
will you feel upset or wat?
at least i am..

i wan to go..
this may be the only chance
but... haiz...